by a thread

this blog is kinda dying. and i need to do something to revive it. soon. but i’ve been barely surviving with the scraps amount of sleep i can get.
so i’ve finally started work. at a really good pr firm. one of the top 3 in the region in fact. and im really really happy i [...]

hanging high

i enjoy holding your hands, your gentle kisses. i love the way your eyes brighten when you get excited, love the way ur mind works when ure serious. but im confused. confused about what this is, what i am, where this is going or how its even gonna turn  out. honestly sometimes i dont know [...]

on top of my game

ive never been happier having my stress levels raised this way.

the enchanted forest

sometimes i wish u were right by my side. just to hold me and not say a word. sometimes i dont even understand why the tears just fall. sometimes it hurts, sometimes it doesnt make sense too. but its a secret beauty, that only i see. and its when you find something that’s as enchanting [...]

my pillow still smells like you

always love – nada surf
the surprise party for evelyn on saturday turned out pretty cool. kieron was so sweet to plan the whole entire thing. there was even a fake planed party to distract her. it was really really sweet. especially the part when she teared. its quite rare to see guys but in so [...]

i kissed you while you were still sleeping

we are golden – mika
major party at zouk on Friday. somehow everyone from church was down. and drinks were never ending. i think by 1 or 2 everyone was pretty smashed. and its so bizarre how much silly stuff the guys would do when they’re high. funny as hell. dancing off the dance floor was [...]

don’t wanna stop at hello

im afraid that im stumbling onto something i shouldnt go near to. not now at least. it feels like walking into a candy store and finding the secret door to the hidden factory. im afraid to think of you, yet there are so many things i wanna tell you. and when i do see you, [...]

and we danced like there’s no tomorrow

more photos of last wed’s girls night out. for a moment i did feel like old times. dancing our hearts out with not a single care in the world. things change, people grow old, but the special moments will always be there.

shake shake shake, shake boom!

i can’t seem to make you mine – the clientele

yet another mambo night, with close to no alcohol and very bad music. it just keeps getting worse now. but the night was rather entertaining with countless of weird dudes dancing their asses off. it was hilarious and we couldnt stop laughing. the top 2 of [...]

patience

catching the butterfly – the verve

they say you wont walk out of the valley until you’ve found what you were supposed to learn. how do you find something if you feel like you’re the one that’s lost? people have told me that i’m confused. im a confused girl or i dont know what i want.
but [...]

i told him that my sheets smelled like him, and he replied, “i marked my territory”.

im glad you’re over. and its a new me.

i feel like an idiot, thank you very much

ignorance is bliss. i don’t wanna know anymore.
its was lies, disguised pathetically as the truth of the heart. i never should have bought into the source without doubting it. it was too good to be true, the things you said, the things you made me believe.  i’ve always known, and should have gone with [...]

isnt this the cutest baby?!

knocking on the doors of heaven

im starting to wonder what the hell is wrong with me. maybe there really is something very very wrong with me that i dont even see. its been almost 3 months of bumming and i haven’t even found  job. and its so sick hearing people ask time and time agin have i found one. yeah, [...]

that’s some huge nuts we’ve got there..

nothing is sound – stars
ive just uploaded my photos from my phone.. and totally forgot i even took these! this was from one friday night after butter with cass, dre and his friend shannon. we were on our way to spize for supper and we saw some skank clothed in almost nothing and the next [...]