i’m so so tired but i cant seem to sleep. and it sucks when the rest of your body is desperately trying to sleep but ur brain just doesnt. .and its prolly due to the overdose of cough syrup or the million and one other things on my mind. ive been coughing my lungs out the past week and its not getting any better.
oh yes, there’s gonna be a flea tmr at haji lane. and the girls and i are gonna be selling some stuff. really random stuff i must say. and damn it i should have publicize this much earlier but we only decided proper like today. yes im all about the last min no planning thing. but anyway, do come down if you read this in time. hopefully hopefully yes!! we’ll be outside 69 haji which is at the start of the road if ure coming from bugis. LOTS of surprises! we’ll need all the support we can get.
i was gonna bake fortune cookies to sell but it sorta failed. cuz it freakin hardens before i can even get them off the tray! yes i’m still upset over it. rahhh.. oh well. there are lots more other stuff.
and yes, i should get back to bed and force myself to get some sleep if not i’d be a walking zombie tomorrow. my mind’s too much in a mess to even have that little peace before i fall asleep. that’s how bad it is. i think too much, i know, can’t help it either. i just think at the wrong time. i need closure. sometimes i feel like things are always left hanging. like im just floating around, and not being grounded at all. its like you don’t feel like the person ure suppose to be, or even the person you are. and it sure fucks your mind up pretty bad. sometimes its not so much like you don’t know, but more of the fact that you are stuck.
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July 6, 2009 at 4:58 pm
Hi deaaaa I’m so bored and the rain keeps me from going outtttttt!