i hate being sick!

its a freakin thursday morning and im in sch. firstly, i have no classes on thursdays. and secondly, waking up before 12 is considered a morning. so damn it. i don’t even know why i decided to come for this meeting. its not even important. i was suppose to meet some.. but aparently someone was [...]

daydream believer

99 red balloons – goldfinger
finally finally i have time for the beach and some sun. i swear schooling and working will surely make you look like a zombie, all pasty and ghoulish. im gonna post this asap so that cass can’t say what not to post!! haha..

never been happier by the beach. cass was happily [...]

candy swirls

falling slowly – glen hansard and marketa irglova
i’ve officially been off the partying mode for while. yes, no more zouking for me. and im ceasing to use whatever privileges ive got. its time for rebellion just because im basically pretty much sick of people thinking im some wild party girl.  just cuz i hang out [...]

wouldn’t it be lovely

wouldn’t it be lovely to walk through the fields picking wild flowers under cloudless skies  amongst the endless green

shining waters, silent waves

the minnow & the trout – a fine frenzy
it’s 10am, pouring and im not in bed. its totally weird for me. i’d be very much happier in slumber dreaming of cloudless skies and daisies. unfortunately i have to wake up extra early to get my video review for Media in America done. i was too [...]

fup

im feeling so crappy now that i don’t even have the mood to blog about the weekend. ive never felt so angry, frustrated and sad all at once. i don’t get it. and i hate it. i hate the fact that everyone fucking things im some wild party girl just cuz i club. excuse me, [...]

the last supper

on the summer solstice – aspidistrafly
saturday was the last day with jon. who was gonna fly far away to chicago for uni. just great. another one leaves. ive had enough of this. sermon in church today was pretty good. so dinner at hv with jon sebas and dan. i don;t know what i’ll do without [...]

i hold a wish for you

because its not love – the pipettes
i realized that this has started to become somewhat like a weekend update. and somehow it seems like i only have a life over the weekend, which is pretty sad and pathetic i’d day. im not in the best of moods right now. its all messed up, confused and [...]

digging holes yet again..

the hopeless impossibility, or so i call it. ive never been so bugged in a long while. i hope it passes. like really soon. im irritated, yet sad and confused all at one go. i think im gonna give up. it always happens. and its tiring. im never the type, so might as well just [...]

the subconcious silly smile

near to you – a fine frenzy

last night i saw a guy who was walking out of the gym with a smile on his face. it wasnt the typical smile that makes him look good, neither was it a fake “hello” smile. he was completely oblivious to the world and had the most serene, blissful [...]

i wanna cry but the tears aint fallin

i dont usually post lyrics, but this song has been stuck in my head for a pretty long time. and honestly, this gets pretty real.

There’s a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something just hiding
And she can’t find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the [...]

heh heh heh…

because its not love – the pippettes
friday night’s entry shall be a totally seperate entry just because friday night never seemed to have ended. we broke record again. and the party carried on till 11am in the morning. in my tiny little room. just great.
i met up with eelin after school and bought like tons [...]

wine and sunrise

i realized its been a week since i wrote. and its been a hell of a crazy week.
for starters, school started on tuesday, and boy was it weird stepping back into school after so long. i remember running from the car into lect, while trying my best not to trip and drop my stuff. as [...]

wild flowers

Starálfur – Sigur Rós

i woke up lying in a field of tiny wild flowers, with the gentle summer breeze and cloudless skies. waking up again only to find out that it’s the sunlight piercing through my sheer curtains and reflecting on the chandalier hanging above my bed. i’d like to lie in a vast open [...]

air kisses & punches

no one takes a bow – norwegian recycling
it was the last weekend before school starts and the end to the life of a bummer. laying around all day and waking up after lunch is starting to get pretty unhealthy. it’s even difficult to wake up for lunch now. gee.
we had a mini farewell lunch [...]

a million steps up

wishful thinking – the album leaf
right now, i seriously wish that i was a boy. sure being a girl is awesome and all, pretty clothes, countless accessories and gorgeous shoes,  but the cramps just kills it. it’s pass 4 in the morning and my damn cramps have been keeping me awake. it seriously hurts like [...]