chasing my thoughts away to a place where i’m blinded by the light

goodbye to you – michelle branch
 
the music plays, with a thousand strangers passing by
i just couldn’t help but stop and stare
something so intriguing i can’t quite describe 
a million things going through my mind, yet somehow it feels so bare…
 
i don’t quite understand the way i’m feeling these days. its frustrating, yet somehow i feel like [...]

over exposed

new revelation sheds light on a shady path
what seemed like innocent games unfolds a dark malicious intent
i never expected myself to remain so calm
perhaps things were never the way it was
perhaps it was just my imagination fooling around with me
 
they say the eyes are windows to your soul
and yet its so hard to cotrol what [...]

dreamin dreamin

hate that i love you – rihanna feat. ne-yo
something inside me changed today. i woke up feeling different. i can’t quite make out what it is, but i just know what it’s gonna be. with all my heart, i thank God for it. a blessing in disguise, the silver lining i needed, a wake [...]

please don’t stop the music

displaced – azure ray
saturday was spent at the beach again. yay! with the sister nicole. i didnt expected to go having reached home at 6 in the morning! oh well. but it was good! the sun rocked! it was a very lazy saturday. u know the ones where u just wanna lie there and watch [...]

false hopes and empty promises

collide – rachel yamagata
im seeing waayy too much of nicole!!! haha.. but its good. my sister aye! friday was pretty chill. took time off to recover from thursday’s fever and flu. caught jumper before work at Pluck! Jumper’s not all that fantastic. but cool concept though. teleportation has always been of great interest and [...]

love is in the air

a valentine’s countdown with the best girls at zouk on wed. and somehow neither of us planned for this. it was pretty crazy that night. random faces and tons of crazy dancing. its amazing how we all lasted till it ended! plus supper!!

the girls: vanessa, theo, myself, nicole & shin

heating things up with some flaming [...]

let it go – corrine may

an unexpected turn
a twist of fate
stars realigned
i can’t quite dictate
flying in the wind like a wild flower
free spirited, carefree
it can go on forever
if only it could be
 
ive finally had it. i saw it coming. yet it still came rather unexpectedly. i coulnt take it any longer. all these stess weighing [...]

love of the loveless

shadow land – youth group 
the weekend was pretty crazy. had to bail the sister out. u owe me one! thanks ah! the call really did caught me off guard and freaked me out a bit. sat night at dempseys was alot of fun. totally crazy! it was like phuture and mambo in one. and amazingly [...]

paint the roses red

wish you were here – incubus
once again it’s down to the yearly ceremonial celebratory dinner and visiting.  typical and not one bit different, it’s just pretty amusing how people can repeat the same questions, same comments year after year. zouk turned out to be pretty entertaining. minus the running around escaping from weird ass stalker [...]

lazy sundays

love song for a savior – jars of clay
service was rather refreshing today. besides all the nonsense that we’re usually up to, there’s always a certain peace worshiping Him. just for that moment all can be lost and released.
headed down to Shangrilla for sunday branch at The Line with the usual. it was mike’s mini [...]

tiny white pills

i chose horses – mogwai
work at dempsey’s was exceptionally tiring last night. and somehow i wasnt in my best of moods. zouk that followed was one of the worst too. besides talking to azy and vincent. it felt as if part of my wasnt even there. 2 sambucas on an empty stomach and i didnt [...]

if you’re the player, i’m the game

flaming shots, new faces, endless laughter and tons of mindless, emotionless fun. perhaps its a good way to push everything aside after facing tons of worthless nonsense. a pseudo escape into someplace where nothing really matters. maybe not quite exact, but at least for that moment.
its always nice to stare into a pair of eyes [...]