Entries from January 2008

January 31, 2008

dancing with the enemy; free fall

24 – Jem 
everything’s been becoming messier and more outta hand. i don’t quite know how, or when it started. i swore never to walk this path again. yet i find myself being sucked into this emotional blackhole. i guess its true when people say fun comes at a price. dancing with the enemy aint that [...]

January 30, 2008

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January 29, 2008

This is the way you left me,
I’m not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it’s forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

January 29, 2008

girls just wanna have fun

i wish you were here – incubus
im amazed at how my body can still function after close to no sleep after a crazy night at zouk. met up with shinyeong and liang on fri and managed to catch American Gangster. i like the show! cool show. like the way they film both sides of the [...]

January 29, 2008

hello sunshine

baby, it’s a fact – hellogoodbye 

girl i’m already miss you!
 
last time hitting the beach with my beach babe before she flies back to the US!! it was pretty crazy. and the sun was absolutely wonderful! and it’s super crazy that we actually had to use the map to find our way around! for some very [...]

January 25, 2008

happiness just an emotion

January 23, 2008

the more loving one

accidental babies – damien rice
i came across this poem by W.H Auden during work in a new publication, L’Officiel. it’s lovely! plain, simple, yet it says so much.

Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from [...]

January 23, 2008

is that alright?

rootless tree – damien rice
we so often dwell on our little problems, whining and complaining about our miserable little lives, i must say im pretty guilty of that, yet we rarely see beyond ourselves. we rarely see the fact that there are so many others with much larger struggles, bigger disappointments. why is it that [...]

January 22, 2008

wanna be happy – brooke
the week has been going by pretty fast, particularly the weekend. which aint good. somehow i feel drained. i seriously dont know how long i can last if i keep going on like this.work every single day. no rest at all. its insane. and im dreading every morning i wake up [...]

January 15, 2008

exhausive procrastination

hello alone – anberlin
14Jan
time after time i sit myself down wanting to blog and get shit off my mind, but somehow i get distracted and it seems like there’s so much to do, and exhaustion makes my lids so heavy that i fall asleep in front of my ma. and it sorta repeated itself [...]

January 9, 2008

d is for depressed

forever lost – the magic numbers
delusional, deranged, depressed, delirious, dead, dying, died, degenerate, detest, destruction, decapitated, disgusted, disbelieve, damn…
possibly all of which ive felt in the past few days. being couped up in a tiny space does things to your mind. and seriously, i tried really really hard to be positive and patient in great [...]

January 8, 2008

bleed love

why don’t you and i – alex band & santana
somehow time seemed to pass really really quick at work today. perhaps its the massive overload of work and the running around. the koropok man came by this afternoon, and everyone suddenly seemed to happy and started running out to the recep area!and then there was [...]

January 8, 2008

i’d sit there with you and watch the world go by

have a smoke – dab
sunday’s black market at dempsey was a tab bit disappointing. sunday branch was pretty nice, it’d been better if they had the normal menu instead with the yummylicious chocolate cake! flea was pretty interesting. for me at least. poor samuel didnt have much to look at. why dont anyone sell guy [...]

January 7, 2008

lazy rainy days

dice – finley quaye
finally a day that i get to sleep in. waking up at 7plus every morning is such a killer. its only been 3 days and i cant take it. im pretty much dead till after lunch! headed to town for lunch with nicole. this girl’s crazy i tell you. and its scary [...]

January 7, 2008

friday im in love

lets dance to joy division – the wombats
some very last minute shopping and dinner plans with samuel. havent seen him in quite a bit. bought myself another cardi from collage cuz i left my jacket in weber and i was freezing. the new shop at cine is gorgeous. very eclectic with a touch of rustic [...]

January 7, 2008

light my fire baby!

two beds and a coffee machine – savage garden
 the first of many mambo nights of 2008! went down with theo, josh, vern, angie and friends. turned out pretty fun actually. met alot of pple there again. phuture  is becoming  pretty crazy. its like full house at 10pm?! who in the world goes so early?! i [...]

January 6, 2008

flying by like red balloons

sympathique – pink martini
its really scary how 2007 just came and flew by, its as if everything around you is just flying past. what’s scarier is the rate at which 2008 has started. it still felt like yesterday that it was christmas and new year’s. and now a whole week has gone past!
so the [...]